Well as all of us know....we just entered 2011 and it feels awesome....but 2010 was a year filled with happiness and sadness....so let me take all of you down memory lane in what i have gone through.......these memories are not in order...i am just putting it down as it comes to my mind(but i have to be forgiven for it is almost 2am and i am writing this half asleep)
Firstly the most tragic thing(as most of you all know i am a sadis so I will start with the tragedy....but i also start with this memory specificly because it affected me the most).....it was sunday evening...i have just returned home after going somewhere with my aunt and when we came back home....i found that my dog was bleeding at her stomach area(where her nipples were)....I was terribly sad and I panicked on thinking what if she dies.....she was in dire pain and i cudnt stand seeing her like that.....and the saddeset thing was i cudnt take her to the vet because it was a sunday and most of them were closed...so i looked up a few places from the internet and i called up my dad to come take me and Cindy to the vet on monday morning....so i washed her wound with dettol(because her wound started to smell)....the the 1st vet we went to was at Shah Alam(the roads in shah alam sucks big time....too round winded and circly..haiz)..anyway we reached there around 12.05pm and the guard said the clinic closed at 12..and the doctor has already left(so much for work ethics rite)......then the second place we went to....wud open at 2.30(lunch break for them and this place was at Wilayah Persekutuan KL) and we reached there around 1.45 and my dad and i went to eat lunch at Ayamas...leaving my dog in the car...it was sooo adorable how she was looking aroung(she really loved the road trip though).....then we went to the clinic at 2.30..registered(and at the umur part of the registration form..i put 13...the receptionist asked 13 bulan ke...then i said...tidak 13 tahun...then she looked at me and said...dapat anjing baru la....i was soooo pissed of and almost told her(kalau suami u tua u akan dapat suami baru ke celaka) and then waited...there was this annoying malay woman who was like sighing and running away from this boy who was carrying his dog that had broken leg.....i was almost going to yell to her get out if u dun like being around dogs...or go to a vet who only takes cats....damn you WOMAN...then it was my turn we went in to the examination room...there was this malay doc and malay male nurse...they didnt even examine CIndy properly...and we found that there were maggots on her wound which the bitch doc collected when it dropped on the examination table and said it looks like its 1 week old..i was like WTF...but they didnt even check the wound properly and kept their distance...i was like...if u blody dont want to touch a dog...WHY ARE YOU HERE AS A DOC IN THE FIRST PLACE!!!...then she said we shud take Cindy to Universiti Putra and it closes at 4...and it was already 3.30......so i called my mum and asked her to call Putra and asked them to wait......then we reached there...this time there was indian and malay nurse(both male) and a malay doc...but they were good...the checked properly...the doc said that her mamalry gland tumor has ruptured...when i heard that news...my heart was broken...i started to tear up and asked what was out options...the doc said surgery or putting her to sleep....and adviced that she is too old for surgery and the chances of her dying is high...i was half way going to pitam when i heard her say that...then i called my mum and asked her to talk to the doc...after she talked to the doc...my mum asked me to put Cindy to sleep...i started crying like a little girl....and i just hugged Cindy despite the horrible smell..and asked the doctor to put her to sleep...then the doctor asked if i wanted to stay there and watch or go out....i cudnt watch her die...so i signed the paper to agree for her to be put to sleep..and left and waited outside and started crying(thats when i realised my dad was a terrible consoler...he was like...don't cry...i cant stand seeing u cry...then i also will cry)...hahah....anyway...after they did it..they packed her in a bag...and i put her in a box and we took her back to be buried infront of my house...i cried the whole journey back home....and when i reached home...it was my mum...she went out to talk to the road sweepers to dig a deep hole infront of my hse to bury cindy ...i left my beloved dog's body at the front porch(because my bro was at work...and we had to wait for him to come back)...i was crying in the toilet.....i cried the whole day...when we buried her....part of my soul just died with her....and i went back to my room....and stared at her pics and i was broken down......i didnt know whether to go back to skol or just stay at home(my mum asked me to go out.....and we had f6 trip the next day...so i decided to take my mind of Cindy and go for the trip...which did help).....i have never loved anything this pure(literally pure..i mean she is a virgin)...haha...and loving and perfect ever in my life...i love her more than anything in this world..she was like my child and she just died and most importantly...i killed her by signing the paper at the clinic....there is nothing in this world that can ever replace my love for her....... my baby died on July5 2010
ok ok...enough with the emo shits....lets go to the happy thing now...ADAM LAMBERT CONCERT!!!!!....when i saw the news on The Star at school...i hyperventilated and was in the verge of going crazy....so i scouted for contest...and when i saw the one on Hitz...I HAD TO DO IT...so i called once...AND THE LINE WENT THROUGH....and when Adam.C told me that I won the tickets...i screamed...if u listened to the radio u wud have heard....anyway..then around 10 Oct i went to Astro place and collected the tickets...it was the Rock Zone...and it was worth 200 bucks per ticket...i was taking my bro to the concert....the day of the concert...i glammed up myself because there was this glam-up contest at the venue that I HAD TO TAKE PART IT...although i didnt win...it was a great experience....our rock zone was divided from the Sponsor zone by metal railings...which we fans pushed front slowly when the opening acts were going on.....and we sandwitched the sponsor zone ppl...hahaha...it was fun working together with fellow Glamberts.....then Adam Suddenly appeared...and i went hysterical..i was screaming like a crazy lady....he started the show with Vodoo...and he was like this snake charmer...a wizard...a puppetmaster...and was just HOTTTT....his dance was good his vocals were perfect...and the slow songs were just toughing...he knows how to please a crowd(a crowd of 16000 ppl...it was a sold out show btw).....then when the concert ended i had post concert depression(PCD...someting like sue wei's OCD...muaahaahahahaahahha)....and i was half deaf and i was sooooo turned on and excited and happy and sad all at the same time...so i listened to his songs everyday till the PCD(hey i just realised Pussycat dolls's abbreviation is also PCD...cool)...worned out.....anyway that was 14th OCT 2010
STPM...the shit that i hated the most and feared the most...it killed my social life...and my creativity...i retook MUET..dunno when the results coming out....so thats all about STPM...hahah...the classroom hysterics all i miss ALOT..the friends...the yellings from teacher...the experiments....but besides that....i am happy to say GOOD RIDENCE TO BAD RUBBISH
After STPM my life has been just staying at home.....play warcraft...watch United States of Tara(its a good show..watch it ppl)....sleep eat watch bones...and watch more things....looking for a job...still waiting for the animation show ppl to get back to me...coz the boss apparently went to Europe for holz...damn the boss.....there was this 1 week where i didnt leave the house at all..not even the front porch....i almost went crazy....then once i stayed at Seashell(michelle)'s house...it was fun...although we just slept most of the time...hahahahah....i miss the comforter that she provided for me...very comfy indeed....so my after STPM agendas are looking for job.....finding a bf.....enjoy life...do new things.....read story books...watch alot of tv....learn a new language(mandrin perhaps)
Then for the first time in my life i made Pau...and i made it with the special ppl in my life.....Khavi and Seashell.....although it was sad evon cudnt join(more on that in a while)...we steamed the pau's and it turned out pretty good...i was proud of myself.....and khavi's 1st dough fold was terrible..muahahahahaahhaahahhaah....but she improved...then we played super mario...it was ok...it was black and white(because we used my old crappy TV which didnt have alot of pluggins)....
Evon's farewell....that was sad indeed....i wrote her a letter coz i was broke(nothing new)....we lepak at her hse for a long time(surprisingly sue wei came....jeng jeng jeng...haha..but she left early as usual).....then met carrot cake(carol)...and shahir and caryn...i almost had an indirect kiss with shahir...as he drank from the straw of my mango drink that dear caryn brought as my bday gift...but b4 i cud have it...caryn drank 1st(dude u stole my indirect kiss)...i also got lots of presents for my bday....though evon...i got no idea what the hell is that book u bought for me is about...ahahaha...it is like an explanatory book about a book that i have never read b4...hahah..nvm...its the thought that counts...rite......but evon i miss you la....and all 4 of us hanging out together
Then my bro got this GF....and he spends too much time with and that pisses my mum off..and they fight ALL THE TIME...thank god now it is ok abit....
my merdeka day...16th DEC 2010...i only had like 3-4 hours of sleep the night b4 coz i was too excited about finishing the exam.....s0 i went to pay the bill after my exam which ended at 9.45am...and met up with mich and caryn and we ate at Pizza Hut IOI...the service was slow...and i was sleepy tired and stonning...and we met caryn's bf...he was cool and friendly(although there were many racist jokes coming towards me).....and we played Monopoly deal..it was fun...i want to PLAY!!!.....then i went back home...slept for like 2 hours then did nothing the whole day
THe following day was my hari graduasi...we sang the school song and negeri selangor and negaraku for the last time...ate...took pics...and that was the most shitties timed event i have ever been to..it was 3-5 and we paid 35ringgit for that....haiz...but the highlight of that even was lin chong singing...it was nice....
The next day...we went to edu fair at midvalley....we went there by mich's bro's car....there were 4 of us at the back...and damn.....i pity the car la..every bump only got terrible..but we survived(wonder if the car did).....then we went edu fair...i have narrowed my course of interest to mass comm...or arts...not sure yet...its ok i have like 3 months to think of it...then we ate lunch at spagetti grill...it was good...worth it......then we lepak around centre court...taking pics.....and following mich around to buy chocolates(for her friends at college).....then we went back home...and on the ride back on the bus..caryn made lame knock knock jokes.....(mich decided to stay back and follow her mum back after the mum was done at the edu fair...coz she was lazy to walk if she takes the bus)....then i reached home...and lazed around
I directed a musical for teacher's day....it was disasterous(lack of practice)...and the sucky mic...but it was my debut singing....khavi and evon came to watch...after the ceremony was over...we went back to class...and were talking craps.....(the pengetua didnt allow us to have class party for some strange reasons.....i also think that he is having an affair with the secretary..coz he changed his office window to the black window..like the ones on FBI car's where u cant see through)..hahah..anyway thats just my speculation.....but it was fun to act..i miss it alot(the speculation i mean)
I acted in a church play that my bro directed...i played this crazy german bank officer...it was fun...i got to be all kuku...and it was nice.....it was a musical as well...so i helped my bro with the lyrics(i realied i can actually come up with good lyrics)
The week before my merdeka...after my maths paper..i went to pay bills...i asked mich to tag along so we can watch movie(Rapunzel) after paying bills..it was nice to see her after a long time and to let loose after a shitty paper....the movie was at 4...and it was like 2 something...so we went to Jusco and got carrot cake a present....and we lepak and talked and ran into Chiew Foong...and his baby-sitting child.....
Didnt get to see khavi alot..since the future supermodel/doctor was always busy....but i can remember...once we went to michelle's house....and just hang out there...it was fun...we cooked together...and ate and did stupid things...and tried to solve michelle's Matrix questions...haaahah....it was fun.....
FIFA world cup..it was SOO FUN...i enjoyed waking up in the middle of the night to see the Argentina games...and how most of my friends supported Germany...and Khavi and I were for Argentina...we were happy to see Messi Play....so one day we went to mich's hse to watch the game..Argentina vs Korea....it was good...and this time Evon was still here...so all 4 of us watched the game...too bad messi didnt score anything...but he did help the team ALOT....but we saw Higuain's potential..it was fun...wathcing the game with my buddies...and mich made pizza which was cheezy and delicious....but the most fun part was playing Guitar hero with at PS remote....and putting expert mode and 2ppl control 1 remote and when we lost...we started blamming our brain(left handed right handed craps la)....i miss those times
OOooo...after a long time..the Harry Potter movie...didnt suck,,it was good...i was happy about that....then....i was also happy when i saw the pirates of the carribean 4 trailer...AWESOME
Anyway...thats all i can remember for now ppl...if i remember anything exciting..i shall post it...good nite....oo...and i almost forgot to say this...GO DIE IN THE SHIT LA children of the world...hahahahah
