Hello, whatsupp everyone, this is my first tryout for the Malaysians PLZ series...and today's problem which I want to address is.....*DRUMROLLS*
SMOKING IN PUBLIC
Firstly, I don't have people who smoke, my own daddy used to smoke before....so don't bash me if u feel some hate(although i might have some hate....i dunno, now im confused)....anyway, I don't like cigarettes ...i don't like the smell, the smoke, the way it looks.....
Dear SMOKERS...if you want to smoke and load your lungs with all that nicotine and tar and other chemical shizz that are in it, DO IT...no one is stopping you....no one care, its your bloody lungs, your life...you have as much right to put those things into your body as much as I have the right to eat unhealty food and still cause early deat(but i dont care, Malaysian live to eat and not eat to live ehehe).....the problem arised...when you smoke in public, near other people.
If i wanted my hair to smell like smoke and have my eyes burn and feel all weird and yuck, don't you think I'll be there right beside you holding a cigarette next to you? but im not? why? well, you can think that i have run out, or i wasn't in the mood to smoke....BUT the ACTUAL reason is, I DONT LIKE THE SMELL AND THE SMOKE...it irritates my eyes, it makes me want to cough and it makes my hair smell like shit! If i wanted my hair to smell like smokey street, I wud wash my hair with smoke every alternate days, but i DONT..WHY? coz i dont like the SMELL! get it? now because of your inconsiderate smoke, i have to wash my hair almost everyday, and my shampoo cost is going to go up and i have to cut down on other expenses like my food, and im going to end up depressed for not being able to enjoy some good Malaysian food.
Have you ever thought that there might be someone with asthma or allergies, or someone who is pregnant, who is right there next to you when you are happily smoking and causing discomfort?
Are you going to rush this person if they get an asthma attack in the bus stop? Well if you are, go ahead and continue smoking....if you are not...then stop....can you forgive yourself if that pregnant woman ends up giving birth to a child with some defects caused by your smoke...why must someone else suffer for your pleasure?
The worst thing is, when it is raining, everyone is wet, standing very close in the bus stop so we all dont get wet, then some idiot pulls out a cigarette and starts smoking and makes things worse...now not only are we wet and sweaty and irritated, but we are going to start smelling smoke and have irritated teary eyes. PLZ don't do that... think of others bro....and girls who smoke.
And another thing, please put out your cigarette on the trash can and not simply throw it on the floor or near other cars...its dangerous...it also makes our country a little cleaner...dont you think?
And one more thing, those of you who were my fake asthma attack victim and kindly moved away....kudos =D next time, just smoke from a distance, when your cigarette is out, come join us back.
This message is not to hate on someone or specifically meant for someone. It is to make a better Malaysia because I LOVE my country and would like to see it be better...so lets Make a better Malaysia for Tomorrow <3>
Saturday, April 13, 2013
ITS ALREADY APRIL?!!! HOW? WHAT?!
Wow....I have forgotten that I even have a blog....so lemme try to do a better job at keeping it and post relevant shizz so ppl will actually follow my blog (and no Mich, no u dont count as a follower) anyway...its April....worked as a teacher AGAIN at Batu8...it was okay, the students were more difficult this time around....but i managed to survive. =D
I have not done any acting since 2011 that im itching to do any gig...ANYTHING...haiz...i know ppl might think that blogger is soo two thousand and four...but its the only thing that is easy to understand...and i can use it without feeling like a bimbo =D
So, im thinking of starting this new bunch of posts called Malaysian's PLZ....which will compile stupid things that Malaysians do...keep in mind though that its not a RACIST thing at all...its Malaysians in general....and when i finally do get my pay and get proper phone and some recording devices....I can perhaps start doing vidoes and start vlogging insead =D.
Anyway, its finally nice to write like as if im writing to someone....take care people.
I have not done any acting since 2011 that im itching to do any gig...ANYTHING...haiz...i know ppl might think that blogger is soo two thousand and four...but its the only thing that is easy to understand...and i can use it without feeling like a bimbo =D
So, im thinking of starting this new bunch of posts called Malaysian's PLZ....which will compile stupid things that Malaysians do...keep in mind though that its not a RACIST thing at all...its Malaysians in general....and when i finally do get my pay and get proper phone and some recording devices....I can perhaps start doing vidoes and start vlogging insead =D.
Anyway, its finally nice to write like as if im writing to someone....take care people.
Thursday, May 31, 2012
2011-2012
Wow...that was an idiotic thing they call exam....now thats done and over with.......let me try to remember what happened in 2011 up to this year......
Okay I did a play called Bars And Bedrooms. It was my first play after T4YP. I played a character called Dan. Dan's a psychopathic dude who just gets annoyed by a newly wed couple. I made tons of new friends....and had a blast. My fav part of playing Dan was, that when I did character work on the way to rehearsal in the bus, I terrorized the hell out of people....in a sad way, I realised that Dan was actually inside of me, the part that is supressed with something called a good conscious and sanity ....but letting lose like that felt AMAZING!!.
After that,THE MOST AMAZING THING HAPPENED TO ME!!! I got the Honda Dream's Fund. From not knowing where I was going to study....I am going to TAYLOR's!!! It was the most fun 5 days of my life being at the Dare to Dream Camp....with new people, the place we stayed in...the activities we had. I even became the group leader for my group...i guess i was a good leader....i was certainly the crazy leader...I was laughing my ass off during our Amazing Race activity...cheering and taking things easily.....i think that made my group mates feel at ease(i hope) eheheheheh...
Speaking of eheheheheheh, that is the way my new found celeb crush laughs...who is it? I'll get to it when its 2012
Now back to 2011...then I did Short and Sweet Theatre...worked with my bro....REGRETTED IT like crazy....I hated him ...but it was an amazingly funny play called Failling Elijah. I worked with Farah =) that was a fun experience, we even got short listed for the Gala night ....=)
Okay college life....friends, awesome....getting to college...not so awesome....I started by taking 3 buses....but not I have made it to 2 bus and walking. But its still SOO sad to travel for 2 hours for some shit that is just 15 minutes away from my house.Haiz...Malaysian roads. Bollocks.
FRIENDS....made awesome friends.....Natalie(I call her tiny) and Sharon(my little dove from Rwanda, who knows every1 at college...how she knows them, i do not know) anyway, they are awesome...our most fav activity is checking out hott dudes although Sharon has a weird thing for Chinese boys...eheheheheh.....
Hate some of my classmates...not alot only < than 4 ppl. not that i hate them...my days/mood just gets spoiled looking at them. eheheheheh(so bitchy....i mean me)
Then Sem break came along....then 2012 came along...nothing special, SPART was planning to do Macbeth...but only 3 ppl came to audition..that was sad and went straight to the drain.
from feb to end of march I became the a sub teacher at Batu8....i taught form 2 Maths for 2A,D,E,G I was even the class teacher for 2A...it was one hell of an experience...but I learnt alot, as i had to be the responsible one and not the goofy one....but i loved my kids, although I know some of the boys from 2D hated me...one in particular looks at me with death stare....but i didnt give a shit...i made him and his noisy friends go face the wall =) #teacher power. ehehehehe
Then college started again.....boring as shit subjects.....started gym...my goal...is to lose my fats and be healthy(since my dream is to go to Hollywood....i need the Hollywood body...but im not going to get that skinny, just the right size wud do)
Then came along something called The Avengers...before the movie came out, I told myself that I wud watch it 5 times. once for Iron Man, then for Thor, then Captain America, Then Hawkeye and finally for all of them...but when I watched the movie for the first time...i started to be drawn to the villain.LOKI played by..Tom Hiddleston....I didnt remember him being that hott in Thor....but man...now im CRAZY shit over this dude...I first didnt realise that it was him when i watched War Horse...only after awhile i knew it was him....and yes, he laughs like "eheheheheheh"
TIny and I are all over him.....we call ourselves Hiddlestonners. I just love the blue eyes, the accent, the SMILE the laugh everything. I even want to marry this dude.Sometimes even when I dont think of him, Tiny drags me back into the Hiddlepit. hahaha.
then Adam Lambert's new album came out....it is AMAZING...no surprise there.
and there is today, where people were surprised at my FB update that I actually clean my house..hahah
okay, sorry for the long boring updates on my life...but its my blog at the end of the day, and i dont give a shit. So till next time.
Okay I did a play called Bars And Bedrooms. It was my first play after T4YP. I played a character called Dan. Dan's a psychopathic dude who just gets annoyed by a newly wed couple. I made tons of new friends....and had a blast. My fav part of playing Dan was, that when I did character work on the way to rehearsal in the bus, I terrorized the hell out of people....in a sad way, I realised that Dan was actually inside of me, the part that is supressed with something called a good conscious and sanity ....but letting lose like that felt AMAZING!!.
After that,THE MOST AMAZING THING HAPPENED TO ME!!! I got the Honda Dream's Fund. From not knowing where I was going to study....I am going to TAYLOR's!!! It was the most fun 5 days of my life being at the Dare to Dream Camp....with new people, the place we stayed in...the activities we had. I even became the group leader for my group...i guess i was a good leader....i was certainly the crazy leader...I was laughing my ass off during our Amazing Race activity...cheering and taking things easily.....i think that made my group mates feel at ease(i hope) eheheheheh...
Speaking of eheheheheheh, that is the way my new found celeb crush laughs...who is it? I'll get to it when its 2012
Now back to 2011...then I did Short and Sweet Theatre...worked with my bro....REGRETTED IT like crazy....I hated him ...but it was an amazingly funny play called Failling Elijah. I worked with Farah =) that was a fun experience, we even got short listed for the Gala night ....=)
Okay college life....friends, awesome....getting to college...not so awesome....I started by taking 3 buses....but not I have made it to 2 bus and walking. But its still SOO sad to travel for 2 hours for some shit that is just 15 minutes away from my house.Haiz...Malaysian roads. Bollocks.
FRIENDS....made awesome friends.....Natalie(I call her tiny) and Sharon(my little dove from Rwanda, who knows every1 at college...how she knows them, i do not know) anyway, they are awesome...our most fav activity is checking out hott dudes although Sharon has a weird thing for Chinese boys...eheheheheh.....
Hate some of my classmates...not alot only < than 4 ppl. not that i hate them...my days/mood just gets spoiled looking at them. eheheheheh(so bitchy....i mean me)
Then Sem break came along....then 2012 came along...nothing special, SPART was planning to do Macbeth...but only 3 ppl came to audition..that was sad and went straight to the drain.
from feb to end of march I became the a sub teacher at Batu8....i taught form 2 Maths for 2A,D,E,G I was even the class teacher for 2A...it was one hell of an experience...but I learnt alot, as i had to be the responsible one and not the goofy one....but i loved my kids, although I know some of the boys from 2D hated me...one in particular looks at me with death stare....but i didnt give a shit...i made him and his noisy friends go face the wall =) #teacher power. ehehehehe
Then college started again.....boring as shit subjects.....started gym...my goal...is to lose my fats and be healthy(since my dream is to go to Hollywood....i need the Hollywood body...but im not going to get that skinny, just the right size wud do)
Then came along something called The Avengers...before the movie came out, I told myself that I wud watch it 5 times. once for Iron Man, then for Thor, then Captain America, Then Hawkeye and finally for all of them...but when I watched the movie for the first time...i started to be drawn to the villain.LOKI played by..Tom Hiddleston....I didnt remember him being that hott in Thor....but man...now im CRAZY shit over this dude...I first didnt realise that it was him when i watched War Horse...only after awhile i knew it was him....and yes, he laughs like "eheheheheheh"
TIny and I are all over him.....we call ourselves Hiddlestonners. I just love the blue eyes, the accent, the SMILE the laugh everything. I even want to marry this dude.Sometimes even when I dont think of him, Tiny drags me back into the Hiddlepit. hahaha.
then Adam Lambert's new album came out....it is AMAZING...no surprise there.
and there is today, where people were surprised at my FB update that I actually clean my house..hahah
okay, sorry for the long boring updates on my life...but its my blog at the end of the day, and i dont give a shit. So till next time.
Tuesday, May 29, 2012
2012
Wow....it has been 2 years since I have last blogged. Now is not exactly the perfect time for me to start blogging as I am having a shitty mid-term exam tomorrow...so perhaps after that.
Saturday, January 1, 2011
2010
Well as all of us know....we just entered 2011 and it feels awesome....but 2010 was a year filled with happiness and sadness....so let me take all of you down memory lane in what i have gone through.......these memories are not in order...i am just putting it down as it comes to my mind(but i have to be forgiven for it is almost 2am and i am writing this half asleep)
Firstly the most tragic thing(as most of you all know i am a sadis so I will start with the tragedy....but i also start with this memory specificly because it affected me the most).....it was sunday evening...i have just returned home after going somewhere with my aunt and when we came back home....i found that my dog was bleeding at her stomach area(where her nipples were)....I was terribly sad and I panicked on thinking what if she dies.....she was in dire pain and i cudnt stand seeing her like that.....and the saddeset thing was i cudnt take her to the vet because it was a sunday and most of them were closed...so i looked up a few places from the internet and i called up my dad to come take me and Cindy to the vet on monday morning....so i washed her wound with dettol(because her wound started to smell)....the the 1st vet we went to was at Shah Alam(the roads in shah alam sucks big time....too round winded and circly..haiz)..anyway we reached there around 12.05pm and the guard said the clinic closed at 12..and the doctor has already left(so much for work ethics rite)......then the second place we went to....wud open at 2.30(lunch break for them and this place was at Wilayah Persekutuan KL) and we reached there around 1.45 and my dad and i went to eat lunch at Ayamas...leaving my dog in the car...it was sooo adorable how she was looking aroung(she really loved the road trip though).....then we went to the clinic at 2.30..registered(and at the umur part of the registration form..i put 13...the receptionist asked 13 bulan ke...then i said...tidak 13 tahun...then she looked at me and said...dapat anjing baru la....i was soooo pissed of and almost told her(kalau suami u tua u akan dapat suami baru ke celaka) and then waited...there was this annoying malay woman who was like sighing and running away from this boy who was carrying his dog that had broken leg.....i was almost going to yell to her get out if u dun like being around dogs...or go to a vet who only takes cats....damn you WOMAN...then it was my turn we went in to the examination room...there was this malay doc and malay male nurse...they didnt even examine CIndy properly...and we found that there were maggots on her wound which the bitch doc collected when it dropped on the examination table and said it looks like its 1 week old..i was like WTF...but they didnt even check the wound properly and kept their distance...i was like...if u blody dont want to touch a dog...WHY ARE YOU HERE AS A DOC IN THE FIRST PLACE!!!...then she said we shud take Cindy to Universiti Putra and it closes at 4...and it was already 3.30......so i called my mum and asked her to call Putra and asked them to wait......then we reached there...this time there was indian and malay nurse(both male) and a malay doc...but they were good...the checked properly...the doc said that her mamalry gland tumor has ruptured...when i heard that news...my heart was broken...i started to tear up and asked what was out options...the doc said surgery or putting her to sleep....and adviced that she is too old for surgery and the chances of her dying is high...i was half way going to pitam when i heard her say that...then i called my mum and asked her to talk to the doc...after she talked to the doc...my mum asked me to put Cindy to sleep...i started crying like a little girl....and i just hugged Cindy despite the horrible smell..and asked the doctor to put her to sleep...then the doctor asked if i wanted to stay there and watch or go out....i cudnt watch her die...so i signed the paper to agree for her to be put to sleep..and left and waited outside and started crying(thats when i realised my dad was a terrible consoler...he was like...don't cry...i cant stand seeing u cry...then i also will cry)...hahah....anyway...after they did it..they packed her in a bag...and i put her in a box and we took her back to be buried infront of my house...i cried the whole journey back home....and when i reached home...it was my mum...she went out to talk to the road sweepers to dig a deep hole infront of my hse to bury cindy ...i left my beloved dog's body at the front porch(because my bro was at work...and we had to wait for him to come back)...i was crying in the toilet.....i cried the whole day...when we buried her....part of my soul just died with her....and i went back to my room....and stared at her pics and i was broken down......i didnt know whether to go back to skol or just stay at home(my mum asked me to go out.....and we had f6 trip the next day...so i decided to take my mind of Cindy and go for the trip...which did help).....i have never loved anything this pure(literally pure..i mean she is a virgin)...haha...and loving and perfect ever in my life...i love her more than anything in this world..she was like my child and she just died and most importantly...i killed her by signing the paper at the clinic....there is nothing in this world that can ever replace my love for her....... my baby died on July5 2010
ok ok...enough with the emo shits....lets go to the happy thing now...ADAM LAMBERT CONCERT!!!!!....when i saw the news on The Star at school...i hyperventilated and was in the verge of going crazy....so i scouted for contest...and when i saw the one on Hitz...I HAD TO DO IT...so i called once...AND THE LINE WENT THROUGH....and when Adam.C told me that I won the tickets...i screamed...if u listened to the radio u wud have heard....anyway..then around 10 Oct i went to Astro place and collected the tickets...it was the Rock Zone...and it was worth 200 bucks per ticket...i was taking my bro to the concert....the day of the concert...i glammed up myself because there was this glam-up contest at the venue that I HAD TO TAKE PART IT...although i didnt win...it was a great experience....our rock zone was divided from the Sponsor zone by metal railings...which we fans pushed front slowly when the opening acts were going on.....and we sandwitched the sponsor zone ppl...hahaha...it was fun working together with fellow Glamberts.....then Adam Suddenly appeared...and i went hysterical..i was screaming like a crazy lady....he started the show with Vodoo...and he was like this snake charmer...a wizard...a puppetmaster...and was just HOTTTT....his dance was good his vocals were perfect...and the slow songs were just toughing...he knows how to please a crowd(a crowd of 16000 ppl...it was a sold out show btw).....then when the concert ended i had post concert depression(PCD...someting like sue wei's OCD...muaahaahahahaahahha)....and i was half deaf and i was sooooo turned on and excited and happy and sad all at the same time...so i listened to his songs everyday till the PCD(hey i just realised Pussycat dolls's abbreviation is also PCD...cool)...worned out.....anyway that was 14th OCT 2010
STPM...the shit that i hated the most and feared the most...it killed my social life...and my creativity...i retook MUET..dunno when the results coming out....so thats all about STPM...hahah...the classroom hysterics all i miss ALOT..the friends...the yellings from teacher...the experiments....but besides that....i am happy to say GOOD RIDENCE TO BAD RUBBISH
After STPM my life has been just staying at home.....play warcraft...watch United States of Tara(its a good show..watch it ppl)....sleep eat watch bones...and watch more things....looking for a job...still waiting for the animation show ppl to get back to me...coz the boss apparently went to Europe for holz...damn the boss.....there was this 1 week where i didnt leave the house at all..not even the front porch....i almost went crazy....then once i stayed at Seashell(michelle)'s house...it was fun...although we just slept most of the time...hahahahah....i miss the comforter that she provided for me...very comfy indeed....so my after STPM agendas are looking for job.....finding a bf.....enjoy life...do new things.....read story books...watch alot of tv....learn a new language(mandrin perhaps)
Then for the first time in my life i made Pau...and i made it with the special ppl in my life.....Khavi and Seashell.....although it was sad evon cudnt join(more on that in a while)...we steamed the pau's and it turned out pretty good...i was proud of myself.....and khavi's 1st dough fold was terrible..muahahahahaahhaahahhaah....but she improved...then we played super mario...it was ok...it was black and white(because we used my old crappy TV which didnt have alot of pluggins)....
Evon's farewell....that was sad indeed....i wrote her a letter coz i was broke(nothing new)....we lepak at her hse for a long time(surprisingly sue wei came....jeng jeng jeng...haha..but she left early as usual).....then met carrot cake(carol)...and shahir and caryn...i almost had an indirect kiss with shahir...as he drank from the straw of my mango drink that dear caryn brought as my bday gift...but b4 i cud have it...caryn drank 1st(dude u stole my indirect kiss)...i also got lots of presents for my bday....though evon...i got no idea what the hell is that book u bought for me is about...ahahaha...it is like an explanatory book about a book that i have never read b4...hahah..nvm...its the thought that counts...rite......but evon i miss you la....and all 4 of us hanging out together
Then my bro got this GF....and he spends too much time with and that pisses my mum off..and they fight ALL THE TIME...thank god now it is ok abit....
my merdeka day...16th DEC 2010...i only had like 3-4 hours of sleep the night b4 coz i was too excited about finishing the exam.....s0 i went to pay the bill after my exam which ended at 9.45am...and met up with mich and caryn and we ate at Pizza Hut IOI...the service was slow...and i was sleepy tired and stonning...and we met caryn's bf...he was cool and friendly(although there were many racist jokes coming towards me).....and we played Monopoly deal..it was fun...i want to PLAY!!!.....then i went back home...slept for like 2 hours then did nothing the whole day
THe following day was my hari graduasi...we sang the school song and negeri selangor and negaraku for the last time...ate...took pics...and that was the most shitties timed event i have ever been to..it was 3-5 and we paid 35ringgit for that....haiz...but the highlight of that even was lin chong singing...it was nice....
The next day...we went to edu fair at midvalley....we went there by mich's bro's car....there were 4 of us at the back...and damn.....i pity the car la..every bump only got terrible..but we survived(wonder if the car did).....then we went edu fair...i have narrowed my course of interest to mass comm...or arts...not sure yet...its ok i have like 3 months to think of it...then we ate lunch at spagetti grill...it was good...worth it......then we lepak around centre court...taking pics.....and following mich around to buy chocolates(for her friends at college).....then we went back home...and on the ride back on the bus..caryn made lame knock knock jokes.....(mich decided to stay back and follow her mum back after the mum was done at the edu fair...coz she was lazy to walk if she takes the bus)....then i reached home...and lazed around
I directed a musical for teacher's day....it was disasterous(lack of practice)...and the sucky mic...but it was my debut singing....khavi and evon came to watch...after the ceremony was over...we went back to class...and were talking craps.....(the pengetua didnt allow us to have class party for some strange reasons.....i also think that he is having an affair with the secretary..coz he changed his office window to the black window..like the ones on FBI car's where u cant see through)..hahah..anyway thats just my speculation.....but it was fun to act..i miss it alot(the speculation i mean)
I acted in a church play that my bro directed...i played this crazy german bank officer...it was fun...i got to be all kuku...and it was nice.....it was a musical as well...so i helped my bro with the lyrics(i realied i can actually come up with good lyrics)
The week before my merdeka...after my maths paper..i went to pay bills...i asked mich to tag along so we can watch movie(Rapunzel) after paying bills..it was nice to see her after a long time and to let loose after a shitty paper....the movie was at 4...and it was like 2 something...so we went to Jusco and got carrot cake a present....and we lepak and talked and ran into Chiew Foong...and his baby-sitting child.....
Didnt get to see khavi alot..since the future supermodel/doctor was always busy....but i can remember...once we went to michelle's house....and just hang out there...it was fun...we cooked together...and ate and did stupid things...and tried to solve michelle's Matrix questions...haaahah....it was fun.....
FIFA world cup..it was SOO FUN...i enjoyed waking up in the middle of the night to see the Argentina games...and how most of my friends supported Germany...and Khavi and I were for Argentina...we were happy to see Messi Play....so one day we went to mich's hse to watch the game..Argentina vs Korea....it was good...and this time Evon was still here...so all 4 of us watched the game...too bad messi didnt score anything...but he did help the team ALOT....but we saw Higuain's potential..it was fun...wathcing the game with my buddies...and mich made pizza which was cheezy and delicious....but the most fun part was playing Guitar hero with at PS remote....and putting expert mode and 2ppl control 1 remote and when we lost...we started blamming our brain(left handed right handed craps la)....i miss those times
OOooo...after a long time..the Harry Potter movie...didnt suck,,it was good...i was happy about that....then....i was also happy when i saw the pirates of the carribean 4 trailer...AWESOME
Anyway...thats all i can remember for now ppl...if i remember anything exciting..i shall post it...good nite....oo...and i almost forgot to say this...GO DIE IN THE SHIT LA children of the world...hahahahah
Firstly the most tragic thing(as most of you all know i am a sadis so I will start with the tragedy....but i also start with this memory specificly because it affected me the most).....it was sunday evening...i have just returned home after going somewhere with my aunt and when we came back home....i found that my dog was bleeding at her stomach area(where her nipples were)....I was terribly sad and I panicked on thinking what if she dies.....she was in dire pain and i cudnt stand seeing her like that.....and the saddeset thing was i cudnt take her to the vet because it was a sunday and most of them were closed...so i looked up a few places from the internet and i called up my dad to come take me and Cindy to the vet on monday morning....so i washed her wound with dettol(because her wound started to smell)....the the 1st vet we went to was at Shah Alam(the roads in shah alam sucks big time....too round winded and circly..haiz)..anyway we reached there around 12.05pm and the guard said the clinic closed at 12..and the doctor has already left(so much for work ethics rite)......then the second place we went to....wud open at 2.30(lunch break for them and this place was at Wilayah Persekutuan KL) and we reached there around 1.45 and my dad and i went to eat lunch at Ayamas...leaving my dog in the car...it was sooo adorable how she was looking aroung(she really loved the road trip though).....then we went to the clinic at 2.30..registered(and at the umur part of the registration form..i put 13...the receptionist asked 13 bulan ke...then i said...tidak 13 tahun...then she looked at me and said...dapat anjing baru la....i was soooo pissed of and almost told her(kalau suami u tua u akan dapat suami baru ke celaka) and then waited...there was this annoying malay woman who was like sighing and running away from this boy who was carrying his dog that had broken leg.....i was almost going to yell to her get out if u dun like being around dogs...or go to a vet who only takes cats....damn you WOMAN...then it was my turn we went in to the examination room...there was this malay doc and malay male nurse...they didnt even examine CIndy properly...and we found that there were maggots on her wound which the bitch doc collected when it dropped on the examination table and said it looks like its 1 week old..i was like WTF...but they didnt even check the wound properly and kept their distance...i was like...if u blody dont want to touch a dog...WHY ARE YOU HERE AS A DOC IN THE FIRST PLACE!!!...then she said we shud take Cindy to Universiti Putra and it closes at 4...and it was already 3.30......so i called my mum and asked her to call Putra and asked them to wait......then we reached there...this time there was indian and malay nurse(both male) and a malay doc...but they were good...the checked properly...the doc said that her mamalry gland tumor has ruptured...when i heard that news...my heart was broken...i started to tear up and asked what was out options...the doc said surgery or putting her to sleep....and adviced that she is too old for surgery and the chances of her dying is high...i was half way going to pitam when i heard her say that...then i called my mum and asked her to talk to the doc...after she talked to the doc...my mum asked me to put Cindy to sleep...i started crying like a little girl....and i just hugged Cindy despite the horrible smell..and asked the doctor to put her to sleep...then the doctor asked if i wanted to stay there and watch or go out....i cudnt watch her die...so i signed the paper to agree for her to be put to sleep..and left and waited outside and started crying(thats when i realised my dad was a terrible consoler...he was like...don't cry...i cant stand seeing u cry...then i also will cry)...hahah....anyway...after they did it..they packed her in a bag...and i put her in a box and we took her back to be buried infront of my house...i cried the whole journey back home....and when i reached home...it was my mum...she went out to talk to the road sweepers to dig a deep hole infront of my hse to bury cindy ...i left my beloved dog's body at the front porch(because my bro was at work...and we had to wait for him to come back)...i was crying in the toilet.....i cried the whole day...when we buried her....part of my soul just died with her....and i went back to my room....and stared at her pics and i was broken down......i didnt know whether to go back to skol or just stay at home(my mum asked me to go out.....and we had f6 trip the next day...so i decided to take my mind of Cindy and go for the trip...which did help).....i have never loved anything this pure(literally pure..i mean she is a virgin)...haha...and loving and perfect ever in my life...i love her more than anything in this world..she was like my child and she just died and most importantly...i killed her by signing the paper at the clinic....there is nothing in this world that can ever replace my love for her....... my baby died on July5 2010
ok ok...enough with the emo shits....lets go to the happy thing now...ADAM LAMBERT CONCERT!!!!!....when i saw the news on The Star at school...i hyperventilated and was in the verge of going crazy....so i scouted for contest...and when i saw the one on Hitz...I HAD TO DO IT...so i called once...AND THE LINE WENT THROUGH....and when Adam.C told me that I won the tickets...i screamed...if u listened to the radio u wud have heard....anyway..then around 10 Oct i went to Astro place and collected the tickets...it was the Rock Zone...and it was worth 200 bucks per ticket...i was taking my bro to the concert....the day of the concert...i glammed up myself because there was this glam-up contest at the venue that I HAD TO TAKE PART IT...although i didnt win...it was a great experience....our rock zone was divided from the Sponsor zone by metal railings...which we fans pushed front slowly when the opening acts were going on.....and we sandwitched the sponsor zone ppl...hahaha...it was fun working together with fellow Glamberts.....then Adam Suddenly appeared...and i went hysterical..i was screaming like a crazy lady....he started the show with Vodoo...and he was like this snake charmer...a wizard...a puppetmaster...and was just HOTTTT....his dance was good his vocals were perfect...and the slow songs were just toughing...he knows how to please a crowd(a crowd of 16000 ppl...it was a sold out show btw).....then when the concert ended i had post concert depression(PCD...someting like sue wei's OCD...muaahaahahahaahahha)....and i was half deaf and i was sooooo turned on and excited and happy and sad all at the same time...so i listened to his songs everyday till the PCD(hey i just realised Pussycat dolls's abbreviation is also PCD...cool)...worned out.....anyway that was 14th OCT 2010
STPM...the shit that i hated the most and feared the most...it killed my social life...and my creativity...i retook MUET..dunno when the results coming out....so thats all about STPM...hahah...the classroom hysterics all i miss ALOT..the friends...the yellings from teacher...the experiments....but besides that....i am happy to say GOOD RIDENCE TO BAD RUBBISH
After STPM my life has been just staying at home.....play warcraft...watch United States of Tara(its a good show..watch it ppl)....sleep eat watch bones...and watch more things....looking for a job...still waiting for the animation show ppl to get back to me...coz the boss apparently went to Europe for holz...damn the boss.....there was this 1 week where i didnt leave the house at all..not even the front porch....i almost went crazy....then once i stayed at Seashell(michelle)'s house...it was fun...although we just slept most of the time...hahahahah....i miss the comforter that she provided for me...very comfy indeed....so my after STPM agendas are looking for job.....finding a bf.....enjoy life...do new things.....read story books...watch alot of tv....learn a new language(mandrin perhaps)
Then for the first time in my life i made Pau...and i made it with the special ppl in my life.....Khavi and Seashell.....although it was sad evon cudnt join(more on that in a while)...we steamed the pau's and it turned out pretty good...i was proud of myself.....and khavi's 1st dough fold was terrible..muahahahahaahhaahahhaah....but she improved...then we played super mario...it was ok...it was black and white(because we used my old crappy TV which didnt have alot of pluggins)....
Evon's farewell....that was sad indeed....i wrote her a letter coz i was broke(nothing new)....we lepak at her hse for a long time(surprisingly sue wei came....jeng jeng jeng...haha..but she left early as usual).....then met carrot cake(carol)...and shahir and caryn...i almost had an indirect kiss with shahir...as he drank from the straw of my mango drink that dear caryn brought as my bday gift...but b4 i cud have it...caryn drank 1st(dude u stole my indirect kiss)...i also got lots of presents for my bday....though evon...i got no idea what the hell is that book u bought for me is about...ahahaha...it is like an explanatory book about a book that i have never read b4...hahah..nvm...its the thought that counts...rite......but evon i miss you la....and all 4 of us hanging out together
Then my bro got this GF....and he spends too much time with and that pisses my mum off..and they fight ALL THE TIME...thank god now it is ok abit....
my merdeka day...16th DEC 2010...i only had like 3-4 hours of sleep the night b4 coz i was too excited about finishing the exam.....s0 i went to pay the bill after my exam which ended at 9.45am...and met up with mich and caryn and we ate at Pizza Hut IOI...the service was slow...and i was sleepy tired and stonning...and we met caryn's bf...he was cool and friendly(although there were many racist jokes coming towards me).....and we played Monopoly deal..it was fun...i want to PLAY!!!.....then i went back home...slept for like 2 hours then did nothing the whole day
THe following day was my hari graduasi...we sang the school song and negeri selangor and negaraku for the last time...ate...took pics...and that was the most shitties timed event i have ever been to..it was 3-5 and we paid 35ringgit for that....haiz...but the highlight of that even was lin chong singing...it was nice....
The next day...we went to edu fair at midvalley....we went there by mich's bro's car....there were 4 of us at the back...and damn.....i pity the car la..every bump only got terrible..but we survived(wonder if the car did).....then we went edu fair...i have narrowed my course of interest to mass comm...or arts...not sure yet...its ok i have like 3 months to think of it...then we ate lunch at spagetti grill...it was good...worth it......then we lepak around centre court...taking pics.....and following mich around to buy chocolates(for her friends at college).....then we went back home...and on the ride back on the bus..caryn made lame knock knock jokes.....(mich decided to stay back and follow her mum back after the mum was done at the edu fair...coz she was lazy to walk if she takes the bus)....then i reached home...and lazed around
I directed a musical for teacher's day....it was disasterous(lack of practice)...and the sucky mic...but it was my debut singing....khavi and evon came to watch...after the ceremony was over...we went back to class...and were talking craps.....(the pengetua didnt allow us to have class party for some strange reasons.....i also think that he is having an affair with the secretary..coz he changed his office window to the black window..like the ones on FBI car's where u cant see through)..hahah..anyway thats just my speculation.....but it was fun to act..i miss it alot(the speculation i mean)
I acted in a church play that my bro directed...i played this crazy german bank officer...it was fun...i got to be all kuku...and it was nice.....it was a musical as well...so i helped my bro with the lyrics(i realied i can actually come up with good lyrics)
The week before my merdeka...after my maths paper..i went to pay bills...i asked mich to tag along so we can watch movie(Rapunzel) after paying bills..it was nice to see her after a long time and to let loose after a shitty paper....the movie was at 4...and it was like 2 something...so we went to Jusco and got carrot cake a present....and we lepak and talked and ran into Chiew Foong...and his baby-sitting child.....
Didnt get to see khavi alot..since the future supermodel/doctor was always busy....but i can remember...once we went to michelle's house....and just hang out there...it was fun...we cooked together...and ate and did stupid things...and tried to solve michelle's Matrix questions...haaahah....it was fun.....
FIFA world cup..it was SOO FUN...i enjoyed waking up in the middle of the night to see the Argentina games...and how most of my friends supported Germany...and Khavi and I were for Argentina...we were happy to see Messi Play....so one day we went to mich's hse to watch the game..Argentina vs Korea....it was good...and this time Evon was still here...so all 4 of us watched the game...too bad messi didnt score anything...but he did help the team ALOT....but we saw Higuain's potential..it was fun...wathcing the game with my buddies...and mich made pizza which was cheezy and delicious....but the most fun part was playing Guitar hero with at PS remote....and putting expert mode and 2ppl control 1 remote and when we lost...we started blamming our brain(left handed right handed craps la)....i miss those times
OOooo...after a long time..the Harry Potter movie...didnt suck,,it was good...i was happy about that....then....i was also happy when i saw the pirates of the carribean 4 trailer...AWESOME
Anyway...thats all i can remember for now ppl...if i remember anything exciting..i shall post it...good nite....oo...and i almost forgot to say this...GO DIE IN THE SHIT LA children of the world...hahahahah
Friday, June 18, 2010
FIFA World Cup
FIFA World Cup...has said to bring the whole world together...it certainly did bring me closer with my family and my friends...all the discussion(or arguments...especially those who are supporting Germany...and lately i found my dad is supporting that team as well!!!...ARGHH)
Anyway...i can still remember my 1st World Cup...i watched sooo many mathces with my dad late at night...i will wait diligently till he comes back home around 12 something...i will quietly sneak out of the room to watch the games with him(if not my mum will bising that i am awake late at night....)...but my dad did not care..it was something both of us like doing together...
then time passed...i got older....and private TV station provider started to rise...like Mega TV and another shit...so watching football was difficult and i had to go school and study..but i try my best to watch atleast 1 game a year(that is SAD...but during World Cup...my dad and i semangat watch together
Then time went till my parents separated and my dad left the house...so this year's FIFA World Cup the 1st few matches watched with mum and aunt...watching it with my aunt was fun.....especially the Argentina vs Nigeria match....this is what happened
Messi(my new crush...although evon might argue he is not good looking..I DUN CARE...GO DIE IN THE SHIT) was running with the ball
Me: Go Messi RuN RUN!!!!
Aunt: He can't get it....
ME: GO Messi Baby..run with those balls!!run with those BALLS!!!
(my aunt looked at me in the weirdest way)
Me: Run with THE 'BALL' Messi....with the ball...lol..
anyway then i got to watch Argentina vs S.Korea at seashell's place...it was fun...we went her hse early...and we played Guitar Hero(which evon got addicted to..and SUCKED at..MUAHAHAHAHAA)...lol..then we walked SOOO far like crazy fellows to get tid-bites....and Prego sauce(Micelle made the BEST homemade pizza i have eaten...coz all the ones i have tried tasted weird...but this one was nice..i am proud of u dick)
Then hearing khavishaah screaming her lungs out was fun as well....and just keeping our eyes on the TV....and halfway fighting with evon about Messi not being Hot...or Germany being better and all those nonsence la...but it was fun hanging out with the girls....i missed that.....We shud do that more often gals
anyway..next argentina match.....23rd......with Greece...and here is a short tribute to my new crush....
IS HE HOTT OR WHAT???(EE VON I DUN CARE WHAT U SAY...BEAUTY IS IN THE EYE OF THE BEHOLDER...i am not saying he is the best looking guy in this world...but her certainly got my attention(..hmm...i wonder if he is gay..MUAHAHAHHAAH)
Anyway...i can still remember my 1st World Cup...i watched sooo many mathces with my dad late at night...i will wait diligently till he comes back home around 12 something...i will quietly sneak out of the room to watch the games with him(if not my mum will bising that i am awake late at night....)...but my dad did not care..it was something both of us like doing together...
then time passed...i got older....and private TV station provider started to rise...like Mega TV and another shit...so watching football was difficult and i had to go school and study..but i try my best to watch atleast 1 game a year(that is SAD...but during World Cup...my dad and i semangat watch together
Then time went till my parents separated and my dad left the house...so this year's FIFA World Cup the 1st few matches watched with mum and aunt...watching it with my aunt was fun.....especially the Argentina vs Nigeria match....this is what happened
Messi(my new crush...although evon might argue he is not good looking..I DUN CARE...GO DIE IN THE SHIT) was running with the ball
Me: Go Messi RuN RUN!!!!
Aunt: He can't get it....
ME: GO Messi Baby..run with those balls!!run with those BALLS!!!
(my aunt looked at me in the weirdest way)
Me: Run with THE 'BALL' Messi....with the ball...lol..
anyway then i got to watch Argentina vs S.Korea at seashell's place...it was fun...we went her hse early...and we played Guitar Hero(which evon got addicted to..and SUCKED at..MUAHAHAHAHAA)...lol..then we walked SOOO far like crazy fellows to get tid-bites....and Prego sauce(Micelle made the BEST homemade pizza i have eaten...coz all the ones i have tried tasted weird...but this one was nice..i am proud of u dick)
Then hearing khavishaah screaming her lungs out was fun as well....and just keeping our eyes on the TV....and halfway fighting with evon about Messi not being Hot...or Germany being better and all those nonsence la...but it was fun hanging out with the girls....i missed that.....We shud do that more often gals
anyway..next argentina match.....23rd......with Greece...and here is a short tribute to my new crush....
IS HE HOTT OR WHAT???(EE VON I DUN CARE WHAT U SAY...BEAUTY IS IN THE EYE OF THE BEHOLDER...i am not saying he is the best looking guy in this world...but her certainly got my attention(..hmm...i wonder if he is gay..MUAHAHAHHAAH)Tuesday, June 8, 2010
Of Loneliness and emoness
Hello everyone...havent blogged in a long time...although i think i should be updating the other study blog instead of this one...but what the heck....i have been reading alot of Michelle's blog..so forgive me if there are any elements of Emo shit(ignore the title)...lol....
Today...June 8 2010...the day after our rat dissection which went peachy btw...i almost passed out twice...but after awhile i got better at it...i started to cut cut out one organ by one organ and arranged it on my dissection tray....i even cut out its tongue....its balls and i got to look inside the scortum where the balls were...it was nice....lol...and i cut off its head and cracked the cranium and looked at its brain that was gruesome(the breaking of the cranium i mean)....and finally b4 throwing it i poked it saraf tunjang...and it was bloody as hell(i realised something i only get dissy and feel faint when blood is coming out of living things when the blood comes out of dead things...i dont get dissy)...anyway that was yesterday....
Today...suppose to go to Midvalley to buy STPM books(i insaf d)....i had to go alone because no one was free to follow me(INCLUDING THE LIFELESS KHAVISHAAH...sorry for calling you as such...but i am menstruationg so alot of emotions...lol)...anyway...my phone battery died so i woke up at 11....took my shower..and was watching some stand-up-comedy videos in Youtube...and was listening to Adam Lambert...and i got ready....while i was getting ready...for some strange reason my heart felt heavy...for no apparent reason...i was feeling lonely...anyway i left home at 1pm..waited for the stupid bus for 30 minutes.....while i was waiting...there was these MPSJ ppl who were chopping down the trees around(the only trees that were keeping Taman Mawar shady from the glaring and burning sun light,ray or whatever shit u wana call it)....then on my way in the bus there was this black dude sitting beside me..he suddenly started talking to me....this is how the conversation went:
Guy:Hello.
Me:Hi
Guy:You india?(i have no idea what was that suppose to mean)
Me:(Nodding head)
Guy:You a student?
Me: (Nodding head)
Guy: Where are you studying?
Me: You don't have to know..
Guy:Tell me where...
Me:(I gave him the silent treatment and was quiet....and he shut up as well...and i gave up my seat for an old chinese uncle)
Once reaching Midvalley I met with Edward and Chun Chern..i said hi and left...and i straight went to MPH...say some books....but all the books were SHITTY!!!...most of the books there were the art stream books...i was like WTF!!! then i thought there might be better books at Borders in Gardens...so i had to go to the other end of the world and looked for the books in Borders...then i asked the cute counter guy( i am hormonally not stable....lol) and this is how the conversation went...
Me: Excuse me...do you have STPM books here...?
Hot counter guy(HCG):I am sorry miss but we don't sell STPM books here
Me: (Giving a stupid expression)...But i checked the computer and it showed that you have an STPM shelf here?
HCG:I don't know why it showed as such miss...but we don't have it here...
Me: Ok thank you then...(smile)
HCG: I am very sorry...(smiles)...you can try looking at MPH though...
Me: (thinking...I JUST CAME FROM THAT STUPID SHOP FROM ACROSS THE WORLD AND I HAVE TO GO THERE AGAIN!!!!!)...
So i left Borders and went to MPH and bought 3 books....and left to McD...i was SOOO ALONE at McD...every1 around were not alone and they were talking and laughing....so i was eating and was looking stupid just looking around...and infront my table there was these 3 HOTT Arab dudes.... when i looked at them all 3 smiled back so HANDSOMELY...lol...1 was very muscular and handsome...one looked very pretty and sexy..and the other one looked quite normal(you all can guess which 1 i found very attractive right..its soo obvious..its the pretty one...lol)...and beside me this chinese married couples(in their late 40's i think)..were fighting...that was entertaining....and i left...i had to go Jusco to buy my bro some baking ingredients....but b4 that i went to the McD counter again to buy 1 sunday cone....but there were these 2 lesbian chick behind me in the line and they were soo horny(they were foreigners but i duno what country)...This is what happened:
A: I want chocolate McFlurry.
B: I don't think they sell that baby.
A: But chocolate is the only thing that tastes nice eaten of your body
B: Then lets go another shop and get a big tub of chocolate ice cream
(and they left the line)
My Mc Chicken was halfway making its way from my stomach back to my mouth hearing that..i felt like puking...but i am greedy...i still got my Sunday cone...and i went to Jusco...shopped...and suddenly my bro called....
Dinesh:Priya i need your help.
Me: Can you call back later i am carrying too many things and i am getting lemons for you...
Dineh: Just listen....MrsUma(When my bro and i are talking..we call our mum by her name...Mrs Uma) called me and was shouting at me...she said i spent RM8 on the phone talking to Kavita(his girlfriend)....
Me: Thats your problem...
Dinesh: Just...talk to her when you reach home...neutralise the situation.
Me: Aiyo...okok..i will try...bye
Dinesh:Bye...
I took the lemons and i was standing at the counter when my mum called...
Mum: Priya...have you bought the things(Milo Milk Margarine Pads and other groceries)
Me: Yes
Mum: WHY???!!
Me: You asked me to buy it last week..but i cudnt so i bought it now...why?
Mum:I don't think we will have enough money to run this month if you buy all that....
Me: How was i suppose to know...you didnt tell me
Mum: because i thought you wudnt buy from Midvalley but will go to Tesco this sunday(when i go to church)...so i can tell you no need to buy..
Me: Thats not my fault...
Mum: How much did Dinesh's ingredients cost?
Me: about RM20...
Mum:Did you ask me if you can use that money to buy his ingredients??
Me: I thought he asked you...
Mum: No he didnt...you and your brother are 1st class at wasting money..he is spending so much money talking to his girlfriend!!!you simply shop..(i was like..i am buying things for the house...not for me alone)
(Mum hangs up)
(Mum Calls again)
Mum:Hello...priya...can you get me green apples...
Me:I am already at the counter..
Mum:(SLAMS the phone)
In order to avoid shouting when i get back..i left the line i was waiting in for so long and went to get apples and waited in another line.....and i paid for everything and i realised i had too many things and they were SHIT heavy and i had to carry it to the bus stop....I kept all the things in on a bench and i was sorting they plastic...stuffing some things in my bag...and i was reminded of a video of Jonathan Groff(the HOTT Jesse St James from Glee)...where he was about to sing a song from 1 of his theatre drama and was giving some intro..he was like.."the song is very awesome...its about the character's mum.....and i have the most wonderful mum in the world"...i was reminded about that...got a little teary...and was feeling emo....although my mum has done SOOO much for my bro and i especially these past 2 years as a single mum....but she still can get a little crazy and psycho sometimes....i want to be able to tell that my mum is the most wonderful mum in the world but i cant...i just cant do that.......
So i called my bro:
Me:Dinesh!! Did you ask Mrs Uma if you can buy the ingredients??
Dinesh: No....ahahahha..why?
Me: Nothing is funny here...she called me and was shouting at me and was shouting about you calling your gf...
Dinesh:hahahah...hahahah.....tell her i will pay back the money for my ingredients..ok
Me:Can you stop laughing..nothing is funny here....i will tell her that..bye....
And in the emoness...i carried all the heavy shits and headed to the bus stop....waited there for so long and i prayed to god to send me and empty bus..and he did...so i got a nice seat and was able to dump my things on the seat beside...and there was this EMO love song playing in the bus...and suddenly my mind started to wander and i was like thinking if i had d bf..he wud have followed me to Midvalley today..and i wudnt have been alone...he wud have been there to comfort me when i got teary at jusco and he cud have helped me to carry the heavy plastics.....whats wrong with me...why cant i even make a guy like me?am i that ugly and uninteresting?
I then snapped out of the emoness...plugged in my headset and was listening to Adam Lambert and his sex songs..lol...and that really helped....i was feeling good
Then i reached home....and everything was ok...my mum didnt shout at me....and now i am writing this shit LONG blog post...sorry for the lengthy post guys....but the heaviness in the heart is still there...i hate my life now..its boring....i cant wait for STPM to finish(which is in 6 months)...and i can do things that i like again...acting...singing...peforming.....watching TV....reading...i cant wait to take up a new book that is not a school book...damn this coming 6 months!!!
Oh ya...1 more story...this happened when i was walking to school the other day when this stranger dude(he was a black dude...and looked really scary) started talking to me...
Stranger: Hello there baby....how are you?
(i was in a bad mood...i was going to get Maths paper...i had to wear the stupid f6 koko baju and the previous day the Chemy marks sucked)
Me:I am feeling like shit now...what you going to do?Huh? Tell me?
Stranger:(looked at me with the expression like."whats wrong with this crazy girl")
Me: You can't do anything right...so don't ASK!!!! (and i walked off)
lol...thats all i got so far guys.....thank you for reading...take care and god bless...adios amigos
Today...June 8 2010...the day after our rat dissection which went peachy btw...i almost passed out twice...but after awhile i got better at it...i started to cut cut out one organ by one organ and arranged it on my dissection tray....i even cut out its tongue....its balls and i got to look inside the scortum where the balls were...it was nice....lol...and i cut off its head and cracked the cranium and looked at its brain that was gruesome(the breaking of the cranium i mean)....and finally b4 throwing it i poked it saraf tunjang...and it was bloody as hell(i realised something i only get dissy and feel faint when blood is coming out of living things when the blood comes out of dead things...i dont get dissy)...anyway that was yesterday....
Today...suppose to go to Midvalley to buy STPM books(i insaf d)....i had to go alone because no one was free to follow me(INCLUDING THE LIFELESS KHAVISHAAH...sorry for calling you as such...but i am menstruationg so alot of emotions...lol)...anyway...my phone battery died so i woke up at 11....took my shower..and was watching some stand-up-comedy videos in Youtube...and was listening to Adam Lambert...and i got ready....while i was getting ready...for some strange reason my heart felt heavy...for no apparent reason...i was feeling lonely...anyway i left home at 1pm..waited for the stupid bus for 30 minutes.....while i was waiting...there was these MPSJ ppl who were chopping down the trees around(the only trees that were keeping Taman Mawar shady from the glaring and burning sun light,ray or whatever shit u wana call it)....then on my way in the bus there was this black dude sitting beside me..he suddenly started talking to me....this is how the conversation went:
Guy:Hello.
Me:Hi
Guy:You india?(i have no idea what was that suppose to mean)
Me:(Nodding head)
Guy:You a student?
Me: (Nodding head)
Guy: Where are you studying?
Me: You don't have to know..
Guy:Tell me where...
Me:(I gave him the silent treatment and was quiet....and he shut up as well...and i gave up my seat for an old chinese uncle)
Once reaching Midvalley I met with Edward and Chun Chern..i said hi and left...and i straight went to MPH...say some books....but all the books were SHITTY!!!...most of the books there were the art stream books...i was like WTF!!! then i thought there might be better books at Borders in Gardens...so i had to go to the other end of the world and looked for the books in Borders...then i asked the cute counter guy( i am hormonally not stable....lol) and this is how the conversation went...
Me: Excuse me...do you have STPM books here...?
Hot counter guy(HCG):I am sorry miss but we don't sell STPM books here
Me: (Giving a stupid expression)...But i checked the computer and it showed that you have an STPM shelf here?
HCG:I don't know why it showed as such miss...but we don't have it here...
Me: Ok thank you then...(smile)
HCG: I am very sorry...(smiles)...you can try looking at MPH though...
Me: (thinking...I JUST CAME FROM THAT STUPID SHOP FROM ACROSS THE WORLD AND I HAVE TO GO THERE AGAIN!!!!!)...
So i left Borders and went to MPH and bought 3 books....and left to McD...i was SOOO ALONE at McD...every1 around were not alone and they were talking and laughing....so i was eating and was looking stupid just looking around...and infront my table there was these 3 HOTT Arab dudes.... when i looked at them all 3 smiled back so HANDSOMELY...lol...1 was very muscular and handsome...one looked very pretty and sexy..and the other one looked quite normal(you all can guess which 1 i found very attractive right..its soo obvious..its the pretty one...lol)...and beside me this chinese married couples(in their late 40's i think)..were fighting...that was entertaining....and i left...i had to go Jusco to buy my bro some baking ingredients....but b4 that i went to the McD counter again to buy 1 sunday cone....but there were these 2 lesbian chick behind me in the line and they were soo horny(they were foreigners but i duno what country)...This is what happened:
A: I want chocolate McFlurry.
B: I don't think they sell that baby.
A: But chocolate is the only thing that tastes nice eaten of your body
B: Then lets go another shop and get a big tub of chocolate ice cream
(and they left the line)
My Mc Chicken was halfway making its way from my stomach back to my mouth hearing that..i felt like puking...but i am greedy...i still got my Sunday cone...and i went to Jusco...shopped...and suddenly my bro called....
Dinesh:Priya i need your help.
Me: Can you call back later i am carrying too many things and i am getting lemons for you...
Dineh: Just listen....MrsUma(When my bro and i are talking..we call our mum by her name...Mrs Uma) called me and was shouting at me...she said i spent RM8 on the phone talking to Kavita(his girlfriend)....
Me: Thats your problem...
Dinesh: Just...talk to her when you reach home...neutralise the situation.
Me: Aiyo...okok..i will try...bye
Dinesh:Bye...
I took the lemons and i was standing at the counter when my mum called...
Mum: Priya...have you bought the things(Milo Milk Margarine Pads and other groceries)
Me: Yes
Mum: WHY???!!
Me: You asked me to buy it last week..but i cudnt so i bought it now...why?
Mum:I don't think we will have enough money to run this month if you buy all that....
Me: How was i suppose to know...you didnt tell me
Mum: because i thought you wudnt buy from Midvalley but will go to Tesco this sunday(when i go to church)...so i can tell you no need to buy..
Me: Thats not my fault...
Mum: How much did Dinesh's ingredients cost?
Me: about RM20...
Mum:Did you ask me if you can use that money to buy his ingredients??
Me: I thought he asked you...
Mum: No he didnt...you and your brother are 1st class at wasting money..he is spending so much money talking to his girlfriend!!!you simply shop..(i was like..i am buying things for the house...not for me alone)
(Mum hangs up)
(Mum Calls again)
Mum:Hello...priya...can you get me green apples...
Me:I am already at the counter..
Mum:(SLAMS the phone)
In order to avoid shouting when i get back..i left the line i was waiting in for so long and went to get apples and waited in another line.....and i paid for everything and i realised i had too many things and they were SHIT heavy and i had to carry it to the bus stop....I kept all the things in on a bench and i was sorting they plastic...stuffing some things in my bag...and i was reminded of a video of Jonathan Groff(the HOTT Jesse St James from Glee)...where he was about to sing a song from 1 of his theatre drama and was giving some intro..he was like.."the song is very awesome...its about the character's mum.....and i have the most wonderful mum in the world"...i was reminded about that...got a little teary...and was feeling emo....although my mum has done SOOO much for my bro and i especially these past 2 years as a single mum....but she still can get a little crazy and psycho sometimes....i want to be able to tell that my mum is the most wonderful mum in the world but i cant...i just cant do that.......
So i called my bro:
Me:Dinesh!! Did you ask Mrs Uma if you can buy the ingredients??
Dinesh: No....ahahahha..why?
Me: Nothing is funny here...she called me and was shouting at me and was shouting about you calling your gf...
Dinesh:hahahah...hahahah.....tell her i will pay back the money for my ingredients..ok
Me:Can you stop laughing..nothing is funny here....i will tell her that..bye....
And in the emoness...i carried all the heavy shits and headed to the bus stop....waited there for so long and i prayed to god to send me and empty bus..and he did...so i got a nice seat and was able to dump my things on the seat beside...and there was this EMO love song playing in the bus...and suddenly my mind started to wander and i was like thinking if i had d bf..he wud have followed me to Midvalley today..and i wudnt have been alone...he wud have been there to comfort me when i got teary at jusco and he cud have helped me to carry the heavy plastics.....whats wrong with me...why cant i even make a guy like me?am i that ugly and uninteresting?
I then snapped out of the emoness...plugged in my headset and was listening to Adam Lambert and his sex songs..lol...and that really helped....i was feeling good
Then i reached home....and everything was ok...my mum didnt shout at me....and now i am writing this shit LONG blog post...sorry for the lengthy post guys....but the heaviness in the heart is still there...i hate my life now..its boring....i cant wait for STPM to finish(which is in 6 months)...and i can do things that i like again...acting...singing...peforming.....watching TV....reading...i cant wait to take up a new book that is not a school book...damn this coming 6 months!!!
Oh ya...1 more story...this happened when i was walking to school the other day when this stranger dude(he was a black dude...and looked really scary) started talking to me...
Stranger: Hello there baby....how are you?
(i was in a bad mood...i was going to get Maths paper...i had to wear the stupid f6 koko baju and the previous day the Chemy marks sucked)
Me:I am feeling like shit now...what you going to do?Huh? Tell me?
Stranger:(looked at me with the expression like."whats wrong with this crazy girl")
Me: You can't do anything right...so don't ASK!!!! (and i walked off)
lol...thats all i got so far guys.....thank you for reading...take care and god bless...adios amigos
Thursday, March 25, 2010
RESULTS
Hahaha...getting my results of my first exam is really a humerous story....for starters...i flunked all my paper except MUET(if i ever fail my MUET i think i shud eirther be dead or gone all crazy)..you all know how STPM marking and scoring system is right(well for you dummies who don't know...you are concidered failed if you get less than 50% but you still get GPA..but u really really have failed and get no GPA if you get F(<34 marks)...wana know my marks????
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Lets see.....which order should i go in? Highest?Lowest..(as if it matters....)
Pengajian Am-42 (FAILED)..and dropped 20 marks from last year
Biology- 37 (FAILED) ...and dropped 20 marks from last year
Chemistry-18(FAILED,FLUNKED,CRAPPED,DISSAPOINTED,) dropped 20 marks from last year
MUET- Reading-59/120 isn't that just shitty..i try and try.. i just CANT SCORE THIS PAPER!!!
- Writing-62/90..i know i can improve on it
-Listening 36/45..i have not realised i have good listening skills(coz when someone is telling a very very long story...or when the teachers teach continously...my brain tuned off after 15 minutes..I CANT LISTEN ANYMORE)
-Speaking-39/45...this proves that i am noisy and talkative(thank god for that)
Lastly(DRUMROLLS............................................................................................................)
MATHEMATICS 35(FAILED)...but increased 20 marks from LAST YEAR..YEAY BABY...i am going to obsess on these topics and get "brain-fucked" till I master then like i Mastered Add-Maths.WOHOO.....
Somehow...its very scary knowing that i actually have either increased of dropped EXACTLY 20 marks for each paper minus MUET la....
But i cant seem to see Pn Lee's face....she has done a good job and because of my lazines...she has to suffer.....
It's ok...i will do all my best in my mid-term exam....(planning to pass every paper....can i do it?..of coz...)
I learnt something....in order to have maximum brain capasity when studying....either take weed...get horny.....mastrubate or listen to music.......luckily for me...i dun go drugs....nor do i mastrubate.....but the horny and music thing is the best thing and god has given me a gift called Adam Lambert...who gets me horny...who's music turns me on and calms me down....and whose music turns me on as well...so kudos Lambert....
But i need support from my family and friends who can just take the effort to (SMS,Email,FB,MMS,visiting,) me and just check up on me and give me encouragement....and make me push myself...
GTG now...have to study BIOLOGY!!AAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!...
Adios amigos
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Lets see.....which order should i go in? Highest?Lowest..(as if it matters....)
Pengajian Am-42 (FAILED)..and dropped 20 marks from last year
Biology- 37 (FAILED) ...and dropped 20 marks from last year
Chemistry-18(FAILED,FLUNKED,CRAPPED,DISSAPOINTED,) dropped 20 marks from last year
MUET- Reading-59/120 isn't that just shitty..i try and try.. i just CANT SCORE THIS PAPER!!!
- Writing-62/90..i know i can improve on it
-Listening 36/45..i have not realised i have good listening skills(coz when someone is telling a very very long story...or when the teachers teach continously...my brain tuned off after 15 minutes..I CANT LISTEN ANYMORE)
-Speaking-39/45...this proves that i am noisy and talkative(thank god for that)
Lastly(DRUMROLLS............................................................................................................)
MATHEMATICS 35(FAILED)...but increased 20 marks from LAST YEAR..YEAY BABY...i am going to obsess on these topics and get "brain-fucked" till I master then like i Mastered Add-Maths.WOHOO.....
Somehow...its very scary knowing that i actually have either increased of dropped EXACTLY 20 marks for each paper minus MUET la....
But i cant seem to see Pn Lee's face....she has done a good job and because of my lazines...she has to suffer.....
It's ok...i will do all my best in my mid-term exam....(planning to pass every paper....can i do it?..of coz...)
I learnt something....in order to have maximum brain capasity when studying....either take weed...get horny.....mastrubate or listen to music.......luckily for me...i dun go drugs....nor do i mastrubate.....but the horny and music thing is the best thing and god has given me a gift called Adam Lambert...who gets me horny...who's music turns me on and calms me down....and whose music turns me on as well...so kudos Lambert....
But i need support from my family and friends who can just take the effort to (SMS,Email,FB,MMS,visiting,) me and just check up on me and give me encouragement....and make me push myself...
GTG now...have to study BIOLOGY!!AAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!...
Adios amigos
Friday, March 19, 2010
=)
I see everywhere i turn....faces of couples let it be a guy-gal or guy-guy or gal-gal....it seems nice and touching to be able to share a part of your life with someone and just being yourself when you are with them and confiding in them...laugh with them of break down infront of them with the confidence that that your broken pieces will be picked up by them....when i see such things...i feel happy for them....but the stone part of my heart only thinks of the pain that might hurt us....
My heart is divided in to 2 parts.(three quarter cold stone and one quarter warmth).....so i am just fine by looking at these things and feeling happy.....but the one quarter part...yearns to be loved or even love (but with everything that has happened in my life...i have learnt not to put confidence in people because they will dissapoint....so i live life close to people yet set a nanometer boundary)....
(SORRY FOR THE EMONESS...its the influence of the songs i listen to)
Having a guy in my life will be fun...and i have alot of guys in my life...infact most of my f6 friends are guys....but some1 to have a real thing or even a fling will be cool to reduce the stress of STPM(would that mean i cant cuci mata anymore??)...haha....getting turned on by guys.....or getting high listening to guys(adamgasm to be specific.....which is an official word in Urban Dictionary)...hahah....is very cool and very entertaining(something i need in my boring life now)....but i like the hugging(the best hugs i got was from Jit btw...i miss his hugs)....but its nice to hug....i think people shud hug more......
My heart is divided in to 2 parts.(three quarter cold stone and one quarter warmth).....so i am just fine by looking at these things and feeling happy.....but the one quarter part...yearns to be loved or even love (but with everything that has happened in my life...i have learnt not to put confidence in people because they will dissapoint....so i live life close to people yet set a nanometer boundary)....
(SORRY FOR THE EMONESS...its the influence of the songs i listen to)
Having a guy in my life will be fun...and i have alot of guys in my life...infact most of my f6 friends are guys....but some1 to have a real thing or even a fling will be cool to reduce the stress of STPM(would that mean i cant cuci mata anymore??)...haha....getting turned on by guys.....or getting high listening to guys(adamgasm to be specific.....which is an official word in Urban Dictionary)...hahah....is very cool and very entertaining(something i need in my boring life now)....but i like the hugging(the best hugs i got was from Jit btw...i miss his hugs)....but its nice to hug....i think people shud hug more......
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