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I see everywhere i turn....faces of couples let it be a guy-gal or guy-guy or gal-gal....it seems nice and touching to be able to share a part of your life with someone and just being yourself when you are with them and confiding in them...laugh with them of break down infront of them with the confidence that that your broken pieces will be picked up by them....when i see such things...i feel happy for them....but the stone part of my heart only thinks of the pain that might hurt us....

My heart is divided in to 2 parts.(three quarter cold stone and one quarter warmth).....so i am just fine by looking at these things and feeling happy.....but the one quarter part...yearns to be loved or even love (but with everything that has happened in my life...i have learnt not to put confidence in people because they will dissapoint....so i live life close to people yet set a nanometer boundary)....
(SORRY FOR THE EMONESS...its the influence of the songs i listen to)

Having a guy in my life will be fun...and i have alot of guys in my life...infact most of my f6 friends are guys....but some1 to have a real thing or even a fling will be cool to reduce the stress of STPM(would that mean i cant cuci mata anymore??)...haha....getting turned on by guys.....or getting high listening to guys(adamgasm to be specific.....which is an official word in Urban Dictionary)...hahah....is very cool and very entertaining(something i need in my boring life now)....but i like the hugging(the best hugs i got was from Jit btw...i miss his hugs)....but its nice to hug....i think people shud hug more......