Hello everyone...havent blogged in a long time...although i think i should be updating the other study blog instead of this one...but what the heck....i have been reading alot of Michelle's blog..so forgive me if there are any elements of Emo shit(ignore the title)...lol....
Today...June 8 2010...the day after our rat dissection which went peachy btw...i almost passed out twice...but after awhile i got better at it...i started to cut cut out one organ by one organ and arranged it on my dissection tray....i even cut out its tongue....its balls and i got to look inside the scortum where the balls were...it was nice....lol...and i cut off its head and cracked the cranium and looked at its brain that was gruesome(the breaking of the cranium i mean)....and finally b4 throwing it i poked it saraf tunjang...and it was bloody as hell(i realised something i only get dissy and feel faint when blood is coming out of living things when the blood comes out of dead things...i dont get dissy)...anyway that was yesterday....
Today...suppose to go to Midvalley to buy STPM books(i insaf d)....i had to go alone because no one was free to follow me(INCLUDING THE LIFELESS KHAVISHAAH...sorry for calling you as such...but i am menstruationg so alot of emotions...lol)...anyway...my phone battery died so i woke up at 11....took my shower..and was watching some stand-up-comedy videos in Youtube...and was listening to Adam Lambert...and i got ready....while i was getting ready...for some strange reason my heart felt heavy...for no apparent reason...i was feeling lonely...anyway i left home at 1pm..waited for the stupid bus for 30 minutes.....while i was waiting...there was these MPSJ ppl who were chopping down the trees around(the only trees that were keeping Taman Mawar shady from the glaring and burning sun light,ray or whatever shit u wana call it)....then on my way in the bus there was this black dude sitting beside me..he suddenly started talking to me....this is how the conversation went:
Guy:Hello.
Me:Hi
Guy:You india?(i have no idea what was that suppose to mean)
Me:(Nodding head)
Guy:You a student?
Me: (Nodding head)
Guy: Where are you studying?
Me: You don't have to know..
Guy:Tell me where...
Me:(I gave him the silent treatment and was quiet....and he shut up as well...and i gave up my seat for an old chinese uncle)
Once reaching Midvalley I met with Edward and Chun Chern..i said hi and left...and i straight went to MPH...say some books....but all the books were SHITTY!!!...most of the books there were the art stream books...i was like WTF!!! then i thought there might be better books at Borders in Gardens...so i had to go to the other end of the world and looked for the books in Borders...then i asked the cute counter guy( i am hormonally not stable....lol) and this is how the conversation went...
Me: Excuse me...do you have STPM books here...?
Hot counter guy(HCG):I am sorry miss but we don't sell STPM books here
Me: (Giving a stupid expression)...But i checked the computer and it showed that you have an STPM shelf here?
HCG:I don't know why it showed as such miss...but we don't have it here...
Me: Ok thank you then...(smile)
HCG: I am very sorry...(smiles)...you can try looking at MPH though...
Me: (thinking...I JUST CAME FROM THAT STUPID SHOP FROM ACROSS THE WORLD AND I HAVE TO GO THERE AGAIN!!!!!)...
So i left Borders and went to MPH and bought 3 books....and left to McD...i was SOOO ALONE at McD...every1 around were not alone and they were talking and laughing....so i was eating and was looking stupid just looking around...and infront my table there was these 3 HOTT Arab dudes.... when i looked at them all 3 smiled back so HANDSOMELY...lol...1 was very muscular and handsome...one looked very pretty and sexy..and the other one looked quite normal(you all can guess which 1 i found very attractive right..its soo obvious..its the pretty one...lol)...and beside me this chinese married couples(in their late 40's i think)..were fighting...that was entertaining....and i left...i had to go Jusco to buy my bro some baking ingredients....but b4 that i went to the McD counter again to buy 1 sunday cone....but there were these 2 lesbian chick behind me in the line and they were soo horny(they were foreigners but i duno what country)...This is what happened:
A: I want chocolate McFlurry.
B: I don't think they sell that baby.
A: But chocolate is the only thing that tastes nice eaten of your body
B: Then lets go another shop and get a big tub of chocolate ice cream
(and they left the line)
My Mc Chicken was halfway making its way from my stomach back to my mouth hearing that..i felt like puking...but i am greedy...i still got my Sunday cone...and i went to Jusco...shopped...and suddenly my bro called....
Dinesh:Priya i need your help.
Me: Can you call back later i am carrying too many things and i am getting lemons for you...
Dineh: Just listen....MrsUma(When my bro and i are talking..we call our mum by her name...Mrs Uma) called me and was shouting at me...she said i spent RM8 on the phone talking to Kavita(his girlfriend)....
Me: Thats your problem...
Dinesh: Just...talk to her when you reach home...neutralise the situation.
Me: Aiyo...okok..i will try...bye
Dinesh:Bye...
I took the lemons and i was standing at the counter when my mum called...
Mum: Priya...have you bought the things(Milo Milk Margarine Pads and other groceries)
Me: Yes
Mum: WHY???!!
Me: You asked me to buy it last week..but i cudnt so i bought it now...why?
Mum:I don't think we will have enough money to run this month if you buy all that....
Me: How was i suppose to know...you didnt tell me
Mum: because i thought you wudnt buy from Midvalley but will go to Tesco this sunday(when i go to church)...so i can tell you no need to buy..
Me: Thats not my fault...
Mum: How much did Dinesh's ingredients cost?
Me: about RM20...
Mum:Did you ask me if you can use that money to buy his ingredients??
Me: I thought he asked you...
Mum: No he didnt...you and your brother are 1st class at wasting money..he is spending so much money talking to his girlfriend!!!you simply shop..(i was like..i am buying things for the house...not for me alone)
(Mum hangs up)
(Mum Calls again)
Mum:Hello...priya...can you get me green apples...
Me:I am already at the counter..
Mum:(SLAMS the phone)
In order to avoid shouting when i get back..i left the line i was waiting in for so long and went to get apples and waited in another line.....and i paid for everything and i realised i had too many things and they were SHIT heavy and i had to carry it to the bus stop....I kept all the things in on a bench and i was sorting they plastic...stuffing some things in my bag...and i was reminded of a video of Jonathan Groff(the HOTT Jesse St James from Glee)...where he was about to sing a song from 1 of his theatre drama and was giving some intro..he was like.."the song is very awesome...its about the character's mum.....and i have the most wonderful mum in the world"...i was reminded about that...got a little teary...and was feeling emo....although my mum has done SOOO much for my bro and i especially these past 2 years as a single mum....but she still can get a little crazy and psycho sometimes....i want to be able to tell that my mum is the most wonderful mum in the world but i cant...i just cant do that.......
So i called my bro:
Me:Dinesh!! Did you ask Mrs Uma if you can buy the ingredients??
Dinesh: No....ahahahha..why?
Me: Nothing is funny here...she called me and was shouting at me and was shouting about you calling your gf...
Dinesh:hahahah...hahahah.....tell her i will pay back the money for my ingredients..ok
Me:Can you stop laughing..nothing is funny here....i will tell her that..bye....
And in the emoness...i carried all the heavy shits and headed to the bus stop....waited there for so long and i prayed to god to send me and empty bus..and he did...so i got a nice seat and was able to dump my things on the seat beside...and there was this EMO love song playing in the bus...and suddenly my mind started to wander and i was like thinking if i had d bf..he wud have followed me to Midvalley today..and i wudnt have been alone...he wud have been there to comfort me when i got teary at jusco and he cud have helped me to carry the heavy plastics.....whats wrong with me...why cant i even make a guy like me?am i that ugly and uninteresting?
I then snapped out of the emoness...plugged in my headset and was listening to Adam Lambert and his sex songs..lol...and that really helped....i was feeling good
Then i reached home....and everything was ok...my mum didnt shout at me....and now i am writing this shit LONG blog post...sorry for the lengthy post guys....but the heaviness in the heart is still there...i hate my life now..its boring....i cant wait for STPM to finish(which is in 6 months)...and i can do things that i like again...acting...singing...peforming.....watching TV....reading...i cant wait to take up a new book that is not a school book...damn this coming 6 months!!!
Oh ya...1 more story...this happened when i was walking to school the other day when this stranger dude(he was a black dude...and looked really scary) started talking to me...
Stranger: Hello there baby....how are you?
(i was in a bad mood...i was going to get Maths paper...i had to wear the stupid f6 koko baju and the previous day the Chemy marks sucked)
Me:I am feeling like shit now...what you going to do?Huh? Tell me?
Stranger:(looked at me with the expression like."whats wrong with this crazy girl")
Me: You can't do anything right...so don't ASK!!!! (and i walked off)
lol...thats all i got so far guys.....thank you for reading...take care and god bless...adios amigos
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