SORRY...

Hey guys..sorry that I didn't update my blog for a long time...was busy(actually thats a lie...the real reasong was..i awas lazy...)...i went for soo many job interview....n i got offers from MPH...Secret Recipe...Shakeys and Manhattan Fish Market...but I had to reject everything because my mum doesnt like me working till 11pm in Midvalley n taking bus home alone...except for Shakeys..that..i rejected personally because the pay was just RM600(i rather not work)..my rapist finally came back from a holiday from Denmark n Sweden(I HATE HER!!!..i am rotting in Malaysia)....lol...then Christmas came...my Lord Jesus' B'day....the day when the prophery was fulfilled n the day when man kind were destimes to be saved...thank GOD for that..Hallelujah!!!

What is CHRISTMAS?

Christmas in this modern world is seen as a holiday season for gifts..shopping...eating and SANTA CLAUS....actually...the real focus of christmas is about my lord JESUS CHRIST...it was the day that he was born...n why was that day important...it is because it was on that day...God sent his one and only begotten son to earth to be born to earth as a MAN that whomever believes in him will not perish but have eternal life....n this related to Easter...where Jesus was crucified...when Jesus died...his blood was poured out for all of us...that our sin is washed away and we are up to God's standard of way of life....n we are given a place in heaven and that he loves us.So that is what CHRISTMAS is all about...it is simple yet overwhelming to our human mind...of this great act of love from our creator

What CHRIST means to ME...

When I was younger....I was into Hinduism...n then some family problem started....that was when my bro n i were watching Charmed...it was a witch series(a good one..i still love it)...n i got absorbed into witchcraft and spells...and still I couldnt make the pain go away....then after a few years...my bro became a Christian..he read to me some Bible stories(which all of you shud read...especially Solomon's songs...they are soo beautiful)

then on November 27 2005 i went to church with my brother because he was involved in a kid's programme as a helper...n after that we were suppose to be going to watch Puntianak Harum Sundal Malam 2....so thats when an aunty approached me...n thats when God touched my heart...n I knew...my next step...the biggest step in my life...was to accept Jesus Christ as my savior and Lord and that I will be forgiven n be acccepted into God's great plan....Jesus is my Sheperd...my Friend...my Brother...my Redeemer...my Father....and MY GOD...and he is always there for me...helping me in all that I do..blessing me n leading me into correct paths....i am not saying that i do not go through hardship...but when i do..i have the assurrance of guidence that HE is there for me and i am safe no matter what comes through my life.."though i walk through the valley of shadows of death,i will fear no evil...for He is with me n HIS rod n staff will comfort me forever"

Then came 27th December...an inportant day...it was the day that spoilt my week....i got my menses...1 week earlier....DARNNN!!...lol...actually the day was important because it was my cuz sis B'day...she turned 11...so my aunt n uncle belanjaed my family dinner at a restaurant called The Caff in Puteri..the food was delicious...then...i was also sick..but that did not stop me from eating the Ice cream cake..lol.(there goes my weight lose plan...but nvm..i made up my mind...my plan only starts from 01.01.2009)

Then..came sunday...i didnt go to church because my body was aching badly...so i woke up at 11am...then took my shower n all..n ate my lunch..then my aunt came...n all of us went to my late grandma's hse to clear and sort out the things that we want and don't wnt.....it was weird to be there....n not having her there....i miss her...n my grandpa...i relally miss them...so after sorting up everything...we went to eat dinner at HSBC....it was nice..we ate banana split n ABC(all my uncle belanja...lol)...n we laughed ALOT(but for me laughing alot was biasa la..but with the caugh...it was like how the evil ppl laugh..n then caugh...lol)..then my aunt wanted to make a membership card in MPH...so we went to Bansar Village...there...we bought some books...i bought 4 books....oni for RM10(GO THEY ARE HAVING SALLLEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!)lol...haha...then we came back...n talked abit...then my aunt balik rumah....then i was chatting wif some frends....then was helping my bro to figure out how he can hold his gf''s hands tomorrow for his date...lol..so thats all ppl...hope to come back with more news...and one more thing...i applied for job in GSC...plz pray that i will get it..thank you....gud nite..n god bless